I’m not a little girl -Chapter -9
Despite the humiliation and nudity the previous day had thrust upon her, for Jessica the new day brought a whole new horror. There was something very shameful about not only being dressed as an twelve year old, but been treated like one. The gang took great delight in introducing Jess as Amy’s little cousin to the passing neighbours and friends they met as they made their way to the park. The worst thing about it was that the people accepted it! An old Lady even told her she looked very precious in her pretty dress. Jess could do nothing but blush as they walked through the same streets she walked herself on a regular basis looking like a little kid her in her Sunday best.
It was a glorious sunny day with a naughty wind that kept exposing what little of Jessica's legs her short summer dress attempted to cover. To her relief the girls didn't protest every time she had to hold the dress down in an attempt not show her new little girl knickers to the passing public. Jess go the feeling that a quick exposure from the wind was small game now though after last night's streak past a boy in just her white cotton knickers. She knew deep down that a greater humiliation probably lay ahead for her but what choice did she have? The possibility of running away was a temptation but the fear of being caught and punished worse kept her following the younger girls. There was also the blackmail, despite her saying she didn't care earlier the truth was she would do almost anything to avoid the pictures getting circulated around. For today they were her elders and she actually felt like a little kid following their lead.
The park was already full of people, the hot weather really had brought out every man and their dog. All Jess could see was a whole word of witnesses to the awful possibilities that could shortly happen to her. Her mind raced. What if they dragged her into a bush and stripped her naked? What if they found loads of boys from her school and revealed who she really was before then revealing her private little kids garments! Her heart was pounding, a blush already kissing her cheeks a rosy pink. She swallowed nervously looking between the three girls who had stopped at the park entrance.
“So Little Jessy, where do you want to go play first, the play area? or the fountain? ” laughed Amy sweetly gracing her with a big smile.
“Please Amy I Can’t...” Started Jess dread already building up in her at either idea.
“Don’t please Amy me! How old are you?” shouted Amy taking the older relative tone while barely hiding her smirk.
“Im...Im...Im Twelve” Said Jess blushing in shame looking down at her fidgety feet. She knew she was beaten, what else could she say? She had to go along with the lie, besides it was probably better being a twelve year old in these embarrassing clothes than a sixteen year old.
“So which is it to be?” Said Amy again switching back to her sickly sweet tone that Jess had come to dread.
Jess’s mind was running at full steam now thinking the worst, the play area sounded awful but something told her the fountain would be so much worse. “The play area” she mumbled not looking up from her lovely little pumps and childish long socks. Her answer was met by a conspirative giggle from her three tormentors, she was sure both answers would have had the same effect however.
Every step was hard but somehow Jess made herself walk with them as the led her towards to play area. The large play area ranging from little kiddy swings to apparatus aimed at teens loomed in front of her like some colourful horror. An assortment of slides, climbing frames and swings that she had loved as a kid but now all she could think of was how little her dress was appropriate for such a task. The three other girls sat on a nearby park bench and hope filling her, Jess went to join them. She was stopped however by a grinning Amy holding up her hand.
“What are you doing? We’re going to sit here and watch while you go play like responsible babysitters” laughed Amy while the other girls laughed at her distress. “Unless you want me to come and play with you?” said Beth menacingly with a full chubby faced grin. Jess Knew what type of game she would have in mind, it would involve her being manhandled and losing her clothes.
“No I’ll go play” Jess said trying to sound both happy and in character to please the girls. This of course got a laugh from the others. Jess was happy if this act kept them amused and most importantly her clothed. She had a small hope that just been degraded to act like a little kid would be enough for the girls today.
“Make sure to go on everything” shouted Amy from behind her.
“I will” Jess forced herself to answer trying to keep the shame out of her voice. She had agreed to stay in character and if she broke it today the girls would start sharing the pictures and would probably also strip her even in this much of a public place.
She looked up at the assortment of play equipment, this would be awful. She knew that to play on the various slides swings and climbing equipment she would be flashing her knickers a lot, but after all that was the point she reasoned. Jess was a young woman in the making and yet she would soon be exposing herself on a kids playground which filled her with dread. The park was brimming with the usual kids running around but also groups of young teens milling around on swings or messing about on the play equipment. Not every 13 year old acted like Amy and her gang after all, some didn't mind acting their age rather than trying to be older.
Trying not to think about what she was doing she started easy by getting on the swings. This wasn't too bad, she was careful not to expose herself apart from if someone was stood directly in front of her they could have then look between her legs as she swung. She hadn't been on a swing in a long time and the extra breeze the movement brought was nice in the sun and for a few seconds she could forget everything and enjoy the moment. The action took her back a few years to her youth, playing without the worry of exams and what job she would be stuck in for the rest of her life. For a blissful moment she let the pretence take over her that she really was twelve again swinging carefree in a lovely dress on a hot summer's day.
However this moment was short lived as the girls shorted for her to go on the slide next. Laughing mockingly at her they knew she would both look silly doing so and probably expose herself on the way up and down. Jessica exited the swing as carefully as she could already blushing at the thought of half the park seeing her panties. Normally being seen in underwear would be bad, but the kiddy ones she was wearing made it so much worse. She started to make her way towards the slide and up then up the steps. The breeze caught her dress but she just managed to stop it blowing totally up in the wind. It felt so weird climbing up a slide, it had probably be about four year since she had last done so. Everything seemed so much simpler back then, maybe being a kid of a day wouldn't be so bad she thought. This thought however drifted away as she looked back down at her grinning tormentors, Sarah had her phone out again obviously documenting the new day’s fun.
Despite Jessica's best effort to sit on her skirt in such a way that would stop herself getting exposed, as soon as she started to slide down the metal slide her dress seemed to have other plans trying to fly up the other way. It was surreal experience a real rush of conflicting emotions as she felt the warm metal on her pantyclad bottom as her dress pulled away from under her. This combined with the actual motion of her sliding fast down the steep slide was a strange mix of thrill and shame. She fought to keep her intimate garments hidden but a few teens and other park patrons got a nice flash of her pink and yellow panties as she reached the bottom having lost the battle to keep her dress down and her modesty intact. A few laughed others were merely happy for the quick glimpse. Amy, Beth and Sarah on the other hand were almost wetting themselves laughing at poor Jess’s embarrassment.
The scenario was horrible, the girls were exposing her in public with no fear of repercussion. From the outside it all looked innocent fun for a young girl who in appearance didn't seem to care that she was flashing her panties. All around her children and teens played and yes there were others in dresses and Jess was sure many would be exposing their knickers today. The difference however was Jessica wasn’t a little kid and this was horrible. She stood back up trying to remain calm and keep control of her breathing, barely anyone had seen and no one seemed to care she tried to tell herself. At Least I had on Kiddy knickers and not thong or worse nothing she she told herself, it could be much much worse!
Jessica looked over at her controllers who were pointing towards the tall climbing frame in the centre of the park. Jess started at it in horror. Normally she would be quite scared of climbing the thing with her fear of heights but in her dress it was going to be a real experience of both terror and shame. Her legs were weak just looking at the thing.