Part 15: Dani's everlasting nightmare
Dani awoke from yet another bad dream, re-living that fateful day. It had been 8 years, how was she still in this mental state? She gazed over at her new boyfriend Mark, her first in years. They had not yet been intimate, and every time they came close she ended up in destressed tears. Sex had now been ruined for her by a certain horrific ex.
Her mind wandered back to the final ebs of that day. The journey back from the island was slow and hazy in her memory. She could remember being forced to suck dick repeatedly whilst being curled up and shivering in the boat. So utterly wrecked was she that she could not speak or move herself from his crotch whilst he rowed them back to the main complex.
She could still taste the salty residue of his cum as it hit the back of her throat, just as they reached the shore. From there he had carried her to the car, placed her gently in the back seat, and drove her back to their chalet. She could remember spending the remainder of their ‘romantic’ holiday chained by the ankles to the bed, giving him forced fellatio every morning and every night.
On the plane ride back, they were distant and cold with each other, whilst the minute they touched down in England their relationship was officially over. She knew that if she ever breathed a word of it to anyone that his pictures of her would be sprayed out across social media, and no doubt a number of porn forums around the world.
She had never told Mark of what had happened, only hinting that she needed love, and lots of it. Sex was difficult, as nothing felt right anymore, and every time she and Mark would attempt to get down to it, their tentative love-in would always end with her weeping in his arms, and him wondering just why on earth she was so broken.
She would never admit it to herself, but their were aspects of that fateful day that she had enjoyed, and re-enacting certain bits of it did excite her, but simultaneously they caused her great shame.
For the rest of her life she would be a sexual mess, and Mark would be there for a number of years to pick up the pieces, but he would never be able to put them back together. In truth it hit Dani like a brick, that on that fateful day, she had been well and truly.... completely.... mentally.... physically and sexually.... DESTROYED!!!