(18F | Brother, Ewan 21M | Brother, Nathan 20M | Sister, Tia 23F | Dad 45M | Mom 42F)
I always told myself that I was going to focus on my academics and just go straight to UCLA college. It was always my dream and I knew my family supported my dreams. Yet, recently even though I had turned 18 years old I couldn’t help but feel like I wasn’t getting the full experience of fulfillment. I rarely dated during my high school year and I didn’t have many friends. I told myself I could go onto dating apps and yet it always felt cringy.
It had come to the point, I was relying on my four favorite toys: my Rose, Dildo, and vibrators. Even when I watched porn I couldn’t even find anything I mildly enjoyed anymore. Until� I had discovered forbidden incest sites... live streams of real people having incest sex on stream. The amount of times I’ve always came back to the site was almost concerning. Concerning in a way that I’ve found myself thinking about incest for my own life. During dinner, incest. When taking a shower, incest. Taking the bus home, incest. Anywhere I could go� it was all I could think about. I felt as if I was going crazy.
My parents were out for work, my sister Tia was at her boyfriends, my brother Nathan was out with his friend. The only two people in house was myself and my older brother Ewan who was just staying over since he was getting his house fixed� he claimed he needed peace and quiet to work since he was a medical student.
I was in my bedroom staring at the mirror as I was poking at my stomach. I would admit I wasn’t the skinniest girl out there but i wouldn’t call myself fat either. I was mid-size, large breast that was around 40H (thanks a lot mom), butt was round yet not too unpleasantly huge, but my thighs were the perfect shape to give me that hourglass figure. Once i turned 18, I always received comments on my IG telling me I was the perfect shape to be a pornstar. But in the end i wish I was thinner.
I was feeling self conscious as I was wearing a black bodysuit that hugged my figure. I wasn’t wearing panties or pants since it was only me in my room. “god..why me..” I groaned to myself quietly as I was finding things that usually always bother me about my body. I grabbed my short plaid skirt from the chair, zipped the skirt up before I decided to get Ewan’s opinion. I was going to the guest bedroom where his bedroom used to be.
“Ewan, are you in there?” I knocked gently as I waited for him to say something. “Come in.” Ewan called out from inside the bedroom. I twisted the knob as I saw he was shirtless, a black towel wrapped around his waist, his hair was wet yet wavy, his round silver glasses hanging on his nose. Ewan was a fit guy, always taking care of himself.
“My bad, ” I paused for a moment as I looked down from him. “I didn’t know you showered.. I’ll give you time to change.” I spoke soft yet I kept a tone of firmness. My thoughts immediately went to incest and I felt ashamed of it. “Nah, you’re good. What’s up?” Ewan spoke coolly as he picked up his phone on the desk to text someone back.
“I just wanted to know what your thoughts were on this outfit?” I spoke as I kept my eyes averted as I was admiring the terrible choice of art on the wall. “I’m going to the mall and I didn’t want to look ghetto so.” I shrugged gently. Ewan was silent as he turned to look at him, taking a full long look before he spoke coolly, “You look good. I feel like you should put your hair up in a messy bun or ponytail. Wear those one boots that go up to your thighs.”
I nodded as I turned to look at him, only trying to focus on his face as I spoke, “alright, thanks Ewan.” I was about to turn around until he said, “I’ll drive you to the mall if you want. I gotta get some new colognes anyways. I was running out.” I nodded along before I let out a simply ‘alright’. I left the room and retreated to my own bedroom. I closed the door before I leaned my back against the wood and closed my eyes. “Fuck me..” I whispered cursing at myself as I dipped my fingers under my skirt to brush against my pussy that was only covered by my bodysuit clips.
“Get ahold of yourself...dumb fuck.” I scolded myself as my pussy was wet just from the sight of my own brother. Fuck I wished the towel fell to the ground... fuck I needed to stop myself. I walked over to my closest to grab the black boots, zipping them up. I grabbed a rubber band before putting my dark brown hair into a ponytail.
� Time Skip �
Ewan and I were walking side by side through the mall. He was in his casual look which was always really clean looking: black tapered pants, black Chelsea’s boots, with a button up shirt but it was open enough to show off some some of his chest off that had some hair. He was busy texting on his phone while walking and practically towered above me. His scent was almost intoxicating to me, a woody yet musky scent- clearly an Arabian cologne. “Do you want to just meet me back at the car after you’re done or...” I asked breaking the silence between us as I turned my head to look at him.
Ewan shook his head, “Nah I’ll just come with you. I ain’t in a rush, unless you’re uncomfortable with it?” I spoke shrugging, “Ahh, well I was just gonna buy new underwear and probably an outfit. I doubt you wanna follow me into Victoria Secrets and such.”
“Ehh, I don’t care. I mean it’s just a shop so.” Ewan shoved his phone into his pocket as he spoke. “Lead the way then.” I nodded slowly kind of stunned he would be comfortable to come with me. As we continued to walk through the mall, I walked into Victoria Secrets. I was looking around the lingerie underwear first, I felt self conscious in my own head as I was telling myself that none of these would fit me. I grabbed one black lingerie thong, I liked the design. What I didn’t expect was for Ewan to stand beside me and speak in a low husky tone, “That looks nice.”
I looked at him as my freckled cheeks were painted red. “It is nice but $45...yeah no.” I was in the process of putting it down before Ewan grabbed my wrist as spoke firm and husky, “If the price is the issue� then let me pay for it. Just get what you want.”
“Ewan it’ll be too much.” I spoke scolding low as I looked up to him. He just rolled his eyes at me and continued to hold my wrist. “Just get the underwear.”
I felt myself blushing deeply as I felt my pussy throbbing I stood under his gaze. I nodded slowly before I pulled the thing back into my chest. I began to walk further into the store. The more thongs I grew, the more Ewan began to suggest.
“How about this one?” Ewan spoke as he pointed at the black lingerie set. I looked at the set before I spoke low, “Ewan that’s a lingerie set... I just needed underwear.” Ewan scoffed smirking before trying to look for my size. “So, I mean I believe every girl needs something that makes them feel more confident. What’s your size?” I suddenly felt self conscious knowing damn well none of these would fit me due to my large breast. “None of them Ewan...my..” I stopped myself not even wanting to finish the sentence he looked at me.
Ewan eyes me up and done before his eyes landed on one area, my breast which was making me stir under his gaze once more. “Trust me...I think you’ll look amazing.” Ewan grabbed a random one and held it out for me. I reluctantly grabbed it from him before he began to lead me to the cashier.
The rest of the walk through the mall was Ewan spoiling me, him talking about medical school, and his last break up from his girlfriend. As we went into the aroma store, Ewan was buying about four colognes, asking my opinions on the scent...which to me I loved every single one. How he would spray his wrist, neck, or shirt then make me smell him...I would have to admit that it was driving me crazy. Suddenly, an older woman...looked like she was 27�possibly: super fit, thin, red hair, light skin, most prettiest hazel eyes ended up approaching us.
“Ewan~ fancy seeing you here.” The woman grinned looking at Ewan and from what I could tell was Ewan was already annoyed by her presence. “Oh hey Jasmine.”
“What brings you here?” Jasmine smiled at him, completely ignoring me as I looked away and leaned against the cologne counter. Ewan looked at Jasmine still until unexpectedly he spoke coolly, “Just spending time with my girlfriend, took her to a few shops and bought her things.” Ewan slipped his hand around my waist swiftly, I looked at him a bit wide eyed before I looked at Jasmine. Ewan’s hand trailed down to my exposed flesh on my thigh before looking his hand trailed up a bit under my skirt to my upper thigh. “Oh, girlfriend?” Jasmine spoke in disappointment as she looked at me.
“Yeah... girlfriend.” I spoke slow and soft as I felt my body tense with his hand under my skirt, my pussy throbbing for him. “I love that for both of you.” Jasmine gave me a fake smile through her teeth. Ewan stood behind me as he looked at Jasmine but put his chin on the top of my head as his other hand was resting my hip kneading the soft flesh over my skirt.
“Thanks Jasmine. Now if you don’t mind, my girlfriend and I want to finish picking out my cologne.” Ewan spoke firmly as he looked at Jasmine in the eyes. Jasmine nodded with a fake smile before walking away.
“Thank you for playing along...” Ewan whispered into my ear as he continued to stand behind me. His chest against my back, combined with his natural scent was driving me crazy. I nodded slowly waiting for him to pull away I was facing the counter looking down to the Colognes he had chosen. “You’re not wearing any panties...” Ewan whispered into my ear, which he wasn’t lying...I was only wearing my black bodysuit. I spoke quietly embarrassed, “I...shut up..”
“I didn’t realize my baby sister liked the fresh air down there..” Ewan whispered as he squeezed my hip and thigh once more before he finally pulled away.
“Let me just pay for the colognes and then we can head home.” Ewan spoke firmly as if he hadn’t groped me. All I knew was that I was aching for him to do it again... I needed it. I wanted it.. fuck.
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(PART TWO continues